`i love you now and forever.. even if tomorrow is the end of the world..

Friday, March 30, 2007

hey girls and guys...
miss me ma?
cos i kinda of disappear for a month without blogging..
haha.. cos i'm busy and moreover i dun have my laptop with me..
i send my laptop to toshiba for repair..
cos my fatty darling spoilt my hinge so got to repair lol..
sian right...
haha.. recently just celebrate yan's 21st birthday..
and it's also a kind of class gathering for tb32..
very long never meet up with one another lol..
everyone change a bit but hope that though we have graduated
but still friendship forever ya..
hee hee..
and currently i'm working at breadtalk..
as accountant assistance..
ya..
but this is a temp job lol..
i'm still trying my very best to find a perm job..
that day i went to NUH with yan for a hr cum admin assistance position..
though they offer me the position but then everyone especially my family member call me not to take up the job cos it is too far from my house and if i have to wake up everyday so early, i will surely be very tired..
and i'm a piggy person..
confirm plus chop will not be able to tolerate it for long term..
so my sister and mum's advice are that i should find somewhere near my house as my first job..
cos convenience and also save time and money on travelling ya..
hee hee..
monday i have a interview at macpherson there..
then tuesday i have two interview one of it is from a engineering company at chinatown there and the other one is the SPH..
i hope to get the SPH one as it is super near my house la..
i can even walk to that place ya..
hee hee.. try my luck ya..
okay la.. i shall update everyone again..

p.s.: i'm counting down to my one year anniversary with my darling...
hee hee.. 20 april..

youANDme
3/30/2007 12:22:00 PM

Saturday, February 17, 2007

Adding on to what I have missed out..
This year, though i onli had one birthday song..
but it is so sweet..
cos it was sung by my darling..
during the dinner at fullerton..
darling told his captain that it was my birthday..
so the kind captain went to ask the violin players to play birthday song for me..
heee hee.. at that moment, i was eating strawberry with chocolate at the fondue there..
then the music was played..
darling hug me from behind and sing birthday song to me into my ears..
though it was quite soft..
and embarrassing cos everyone was looking at me..
but it was so touching that i nearly cry out..
darling is my first bf that i ever had who celebrate my birthday for me..
and i really feel very blessed to have him beside me..
every little thing that he did jus make me feel so loved and cherish by him..
i dunno what i can say to him..
but to love him always..
i have to say that i'm a very demanding gf..
at times, i'm very self-centered and selfish to myself..
but he always try to give in to me and love me more and more everyday..
no matter how tired he is..
but he will still meet up with me and ended up falling asleep beside me..
i used to think that is a waste of time and he should go home sleep instead..
but somehow now then i started to realise that..
he did so much, so tired..
is all because of me..
just to make me happy and be able to see me..
he is always so noble to me but i so bad to him..
darling.. sorry for being a bad gf..
yet you love me so much..
i promise to be better from now onward..

youANDme
2/17/2007 02:37:00 AM

This morning, i wake up around ten plus..
then rush here and there..
cos i need to do school to endorse my result slip
and then go to nus to submit it..
luckily i have darling to drive me around..
he pick me up at eleven but i made him waited for half hour..
cos i haven't bath so sorry darling..
then drive to school..
saw ling and teng at atrium..
then ling even comment that my watch is nice..
hee.. so happy..
well, i change my watch to black colour le..
cos got pink stain on it..
and i dun like, i wan it to be clean and new..
so no choice.. change it lol.. cos no stock also..
then spend 3 to 4 hours on this university admission stuff..
cos after school we drive to nus..
wasted alot of time trying to figure out how to get to the admin building..
then after that darling drive me to town cos i meet my sec sch friends for partyworld..
we sing song lalala til 6.50 plus..
then we wasted time like til 7.45pm before i went to meet darling at the orchard mrt station..
upon reaching there...
i saw darling hiding behind the pillar with this flower

so funny lol..
then we went to take the train to raffles place..
then i was like wondering where are we going..
then darling bluff me say that he alight at wrong place...
need to walk back to city hall...
so i blur blur follow him til fullerton hotel..
my god.. to my surprise..
he actually booked the chocolate buffet at fullerton..
cos he didn't manage to buy cake for me..
so this was his backup plan..
haha.. so cute of him..
make me like a fool but so happy..
so we were at the chocolate buffet..
eating and trying out all the dish like hungry ghost..
so fun lol..
then also got play the chocolate fondue..
wow.. the rock melon is nice..
the chocolate with banana jelly is nice also..
but some quite normal or maybe it is weird to me lol..
then we eat til we were so full and so sick of chocolate then left... then when darling ask for the bill.. no bill came but his captain came.. saying that close shop..no bill.. she treated us la..wow.. the buffet actually cost like 32+++ for one person.. then now we get free.. save $72 plus... so shoik la.. hahaha.. then darling so guilty cos his ex-colleagues all treat him so good..

then after that we went to the singapore river there to take photo.. and also at there.. darling show me my present that he handmade for me..

he said that he did the first time fail then he redo again.. the inside heart is he made himself de.. and the transparent thing i have no idea what is that.. i think is glue.. but darling say he got to blow the bubbles himself.. it is like a thing that he spend many hours to do.. with his clumsy and fat hand.. he did such a beautiful stuff for me.. it is really very nice lol.. i bet no one will have it as the same as me..

though he kinda of copy the idea from outside gift shop de.. and also, he is the first guy who did something for me.. i'm so touched.. and it is so nice lol..

my silly boy really did alot for me this v day and birthday.. i feel like turning 20th is such as happy thing to be.. cos i have all my friends with me.. and most important, him always so loving to me.. always trying to give surprises..

This is me with the wrapping paper that my darling used to wrap my present.. he is very cute when he wrap the present lol.. haha.. but i like... muack...

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE TO EVERYONE..

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! HEE...

youANDme
2/17/2007 01:07:00 AM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Yesterday is Valentine Day..
I spent my afternooon, buying present and getting things done..
while in the evening onward was with darling...
we meet around 5 plus..
went to suntec to eat..
at that time, not much people was there..
guess too early yet ba...
but i was hungry..
so we went to NYDC for dinner..

darling order '3 Amigoes Baked Rice'
I order 'When pig Fly'

and we ate 'Grandma Goes Nut Mudpie'

and drank 'Ice Elephanoic Choc Milk'
though the name sound weird but the food is nice lol..
wow.. the dinner cost around 50 dollar..

darling bought for me a PUMA watch which is limited edition..
whole of singapore only got 100 pair..
50 white one and 50 black one..
hee.. i got the white one..
then i bought for him a long-sleeve shirt from Celio
and made a photo card for him..
heee... luckily he like wat i give him..
and for me.. i really love the watch..

haha.. Then we went to delicated song for each other at the fountain..
each of us delicated for the other party..
then at 8pm, we went back there to hear our delication..
ours is the first two delication..
wow.. so sweet.. heee...
i did record down what the person say also..
but quite blur..
then upon listening to the song that darling delicated for me..
i kinda of cry.. too touched abt what he had done for me..
For the past ten month, he love me so much..
despite we have quarrel but our love is that strong..
I never feel this way before..

then after that, we went to the outdoor garden at 3rd floor..
that is the place where we have our first valentine day in 2004
but at that time, we aren't couple..
but i'm glad that we are now..
and i will surely hold on to this relationship til death..
before we head home..

we passed by citylink and saw the flower stand..
quite nice.. so we took a photo with it..

youANDme
2/15/2007 01:12:00 PM

Saturday, February 03, 2007

hai.. this few days is studying and studying plus a bit of playing la..
cos ytd i meet up with my sec sch friend, got bunny and dix to play mahjong..
darling was with me also to play at dix's house..
then in the middle of the game,
i was telling them that on the 16 feb,
dun put me off aeroplane from my birthday celebration..
this year birthday is bad day la..
cos it fall on the cny eve..
and most people (friend and lover) having reunion dinner on that day..
so i have to push forward my birthday..
so sian right..
then darling was saying wat about me?
i seriously dunno how..
cos every year i dun have bf with me to celebrate my birthday..
and it is my two of best friend, dix and bunny who help me celebrate..
and also recently two years got my poly friend..
well.. of cos this year i have bf to celebrate for me..
I'M SUPER HAPPY cos i'm no longer single for v day and birthday le..
but sad that it fall on the cny eve..
just hope that i can still get to have everyone with me and sending me wishes for this year too..
well..

what i hope for my birthday this year are:
1) Havanias Flip- Flop
2) Adidas Jacket
3) Bag that i can use for future working
4) Watch which is metal strip - kinda of lady-like type
ya.. think only this ba..

And my wish for this coming year:
1) i hope to get a job asap hopefully by april
2) still that loving with my darling, not much big quarrel
3) my ah ma and ah pa healthy
4) can study my degree and complete it asap
5) despite so many stuff to do, i still have time for my beloved friends
6) and lastly for myself, i really hope to slim down
(though i have being thinking of it for long and nothing have being done)

youANDme
2/03/2007 04:10:00 PM

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

today is so boring cos i'm sick..
got flu..
so i slack from the time i wake up til now..
haha..
think abit of fever also..
sian sian.. sob sob..

youANDme
1/31/2007 06:26:00 PM

Monday, January 29, 2007

well... well...
i'm stress...
cos tml got rmw test..
it's 30%..
quite a big portion..
but sad that why must it fall on a monday..
cos i dun like to study during the weekend..
well.. luckily this weekend also nothing much..
just that i stay over at darling's house for the past 2 days..
cos he is sick..
so i stay over to accompany him lol..
this poor little big boi of mine was down with fever from friday..
and just got recovered this morning..
make me so worried..
didn't sleep well ytd night..
cos was busy washing the towel for him to put on his forehead..
haha.. sweet ba..
but he didn't say 'thanks dear to me' at all..
sob sob..
but thanks god that he has recovered..
just left cough and a bit of sore throat ba..
or else middle of this week he will be going for outfield..
i can't imagine him to be sick and being in the wilderness at cck..
i'll be damn worry if this will to happen..
ytd night i thought of him being a medic,
always trying to help others when others are sick..
but when he is sick..
he seems to be so stubborn,
don't want to see doctor..
just eat panadol only.. hai..
really dunno why he is like that..
well well.. just hope that he can get well soon..
and for now.. i need to get back to study..
jia you la.. need to score well for this stupid paper..
and two more exam..
work hard for this few days..
and i'll be graduating soon..
yeah..

youANDme
1/29/2007 01:09:00 AM

Monday, January 22, 2007

well well..
this week i have 2 major things to complete..
first is the LAM & second is WISP..
let's tell everyone something that i attend ytd..
ytd night i attended my darling's cousin's wedding..
it was held in Rasa Sentosa Resort..
darling's dad pick me up at 5.30pm..
then we drive there..
upon reaching the place,
we can see that most of the notice board had posted the wedding notice..
wow.. imagine your wedding then the hotel put your husband and your name on most notice board.. then everyone who went there can see it..
so nice right..
then we went up to the hotel room..
wow.. the hotel room very nice siaz..
quite big ah..
got one bar place, one living room, one dressing room and one very big bedroom room in it..
wow.. and what more, the balcony is very big..
there is four chairs( those at the swimming pool kind) in the balcony..
so actually even if you dun go down to the pool,
you can suntan at the balcony..
and from the balcony, you can view the whole of palawan beach..
nice siaz..
then in the living room, many bridemates were helping out to do the doorgift..
the door gift is actually a modify kit kat..
they actually went to print calendar with the bride and groom's photo on it..
and fold it to be a wrapper of the chocolate..
on the outside of the wrapping, it's called "love chocolate"
and has their name on it..
very pretty siaz..
and with this idea, they actually help the newly-wed to save alot of money..
then around 6pm, we all went down to the ballroom..
there's cocktail session til 6.30pm..
darling and i went to take photo around and eat a bit of strawberry and mashmallow with the chocolate fongue..
wow.. shoik.. i'm missing it..
haha.. then 6.30pm..
we all went in..
the wedding started with a presentation of what happening in the morning..
the groom fetching the bride process..
the first thing they reached, they asked the groom to wear devil clothes and with his brother dressing up as funny costumes..
then they sing song outside the house..
so funny..
then the sister pass him a paper plate with a lot of lipstick mark on it..
and asked the groom to choose which one is his baby's lipstick mark..
haha.. so funny.. even the parents of the bride were forced to to kiss on it..
so cute lol..
then test him on his baby's IC and he got wrong..
his punishment is to eat chilli haha..
so funny..
then once he went in the house, before he entered the room..
he actually has to read out a pledge of love..
saying that his financial and house will be in charge by his wife..
haha.. so funny..
finally he get to see his bride..
yeah..
as the groom is a regular navy offical,
his wedding has sword bearer as he walked onto the stage..
wow.. cool man..
the whole wedding is so touching and funny..
and they had already went for their honeymoon to new zealand..
so shoik..
how i wish my wedding will be that nice also..
cos both the best friends of the bride and groom made a speech of them...
the most touching one is the bride's best friend..
she is also the MC of the wedding..
she speak prefect chinese and telling everyone a story on how they know each other,
how they meet and currently their friendship is very strong..
while listening to her speech,
i imagine that my wedding having my best friend, dixie to make the speech for me..
wow.. that will be very cool siaz..
hee.. ten years later..
my dream will come true..
yeah..
i love you darling..

youANDme
1/22/2007 01:56:00 PM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

well.. a few project done by this week..
then now left two most important de..
both 30% of it..
which is WISP and LAM..
hai.. sian sian..
then following week on the 29 got RMW major test...
sian siaz..
no time to study le..
then the most sad thing is that my beloved darling..
sob sob sob..
he going to outfield from 29 to 10 feb..
hai.. sob sob..
i'll be alone battling my exam..
really hope that time can pass very fast..

youANDme
1/21/2007 12:05:00 PM

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

I'm angry with stupid idiotic darling..
i wan to eat titbit,
he tell me it is fattening..
then he is at his grandma's house..
he is lazy to come find me a while..
i asked him to accompany me buy then he dun wan..
scare that the parents going off..
but at the other side, the parents still laughing and happily talking..
then tell me dun go cos very late..
then why can't you accompany me..
you went to eat good food with your parents..
very full and full til you want to sleep..
but for me..
i ate only that small packet of stuff that my mum packed for me..
then now i'm hungry..
whenever i do assignment i need titbit to make my brain think..
not that you don't know..
but you just too lazy to accompany me..
then tell me that you miss me wan to meet me..
but in the end even if you have that fifteen minutes to meet me,
you also don't want to come and find me at all..
then rather go to eat good food with your parents then come find me..
then go eat good food still come hao lian to me..
make me feel more upset that i only can stay at home to do my stupid RMW!!!
suck la..

youANDme
1/16/2007 10:13:00 PM

Monday, January 15, 2007

Today is 14 jan..
so happy this few day..
specially for saturday ba..
cos i went shopping the whole day wif my darling..
then i bought two blouse plus a skirt..
then also order from teng's workplace one more skirt..
while my darling bought one long sleeve shirt..
he look so shuai in that shirt..
hee hee..
then today went to pray grandma cos it's her 100 days of death..
then the bad aunt return my sister a stack of photo from grandma's house..
then she keep saying that grandma miss us alot..
well... at least she did see us before she died..
hai... recently, i do miss her a bit..
ya.. today.. my darling bought me two coin bank..
hee hee.. got mickey and minnie on it..
then the other one is piglet and eyeore..
yeah. one put 50 cents, one put one dollar..
i shall onli open it up onli when it's fully full..
hee hee.. save save money..

youANDme
1/15/2007 12:11:00 AM

youANDme
1/15/2007 12:11:00 AM

Friday, January 05, 2007

wow.. i'm here to blog again..
today is a tiring day for me..
cos i slept at around 5 in the morning..
as i had a test(iemp) at 9am..
yawn.. i'm so tired now..
sitting in the library pc now.. so sian..
today is damn bad day lol cos my darling kana summon..
hai.. sian..
hope that it can be settle ba..
ya.. on tuesday that day,
darling brought me to singapore science center to play..
haha.. so fun there..
outside the science center got the waterwork playground for children to play..
quite alot of kids wearing their swimming costumes,
playing with the stuff..
and how does it connected to science center?
haha.. of cos it is related in some way..
it has board telling kid how many proportion of the earth is made of water..
tell them how much water can be drinkable and etc..
then outside the science center also got the kinetic garden..
it stuff about physics..
haha..
well, even before we go into the real science center itself, we can spend close to one hour playing at the outside facilities le..
well, my stupid darling thought that tuesday should not have so many people but he forgotten that it is a public holiday, many parents with their children and tourists went there..
so crowded siaz..
of cos we did see some couple like us going to the science center..
i actually wanted to go to the omni-threater to see open season but then it is kinda of expensive la.. and i can watch it at cheaper source so i forgo the idea of it..
but if i have the money, i will definitely watch it lol..
imagine the 3d effect of all the cartoon character and animal popping in front of you..
just as if i can touch it like that..
so real lol..
well maybe next time lol.. hai..
then we walked walked play play til like 6pm..
didn't want to leave the science center but has no choice cos science center close at 6pm..
so sian.. why so early..
upon going home, we were at the section where there is real-life animal there..
then everyone crowd at the chick hatching place..
cos there is one stubborn chick trying to break the shell to crack out itself..
but it use so little effort how to crack out..
so stupid, after watching for 20 plus minutes, i finally decide to give up on waiting..
waste my time siaz..
well.. this holiday i had alot of fun..
cos darling try to bring me to different place..
just like that day new year eve,
we went out with his parents and grandma to city hall there..
his dad treat us eat sakae..
wow.. we order like as if it is free lol..
so nice.. so full.. so shoik..
heeee... and this few day, darling drive me to school...
and fetch me home..
so fortunate siaz.. :)

youANDme
1/05/2007 12:12:00 PM

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

I love my darling so much..
he had four main course for me..
1st main course: baked rice..
2nd main course: black pepper salmon
3rd main course: honey black drumstick..
haha.. and guess what is the 4th one..
it is my christmas present..
haha..
surprise siaz..
he bought me the espirit bag that i wanted..
that day i think is thursday..
we went walk walk..
at orchard..
then he is talking on the phone..
then i'm showing him how nice this bag is..
but he seems like not showing interest to me..
so i walked off..
then he actually bluff me ytd..
went to buy the bag with two of his friends..
and tell me that is his friends who are the one buying stuff..
so bad la..
make me kana cheated..
but then..
at least it is a white lie..
then today..
he drove me up to MT FABER...
haha.. but of cos with the help of me using the street directory..
not very bad.. just made one or two error on the direction..
then we ate in the car..
then went to walk walk..
walk to jewel box..
and even to the tip there, see the merlion and take photo..
hee..
then after that we went to east coast park..
on the way, darling keep asking me to feed him with the jelly that my mummy made..
of cos i got help in making it..
hee.. then at east coast..
as i was wearing heel..
so darling piggyback me cos heel difficult to walk the sand..
hee.. then he said that he will continue to carry me forever..
*muack darling*
then we sit down..
i sat on darling's legs cos quite dirty..
then he hug tight to me..
worried that i'll fall down..
that kind of feeling is so secure and so fortunate..
cos he is my man..
all his action tells me that he will always be there to protect me..
i feel so loved this christmas..
soon.. rain pour and we quickly walked back to the car to head home le..
we drive around the east area..
past by geylang to buy soya bean milk..
haha.. then darling wanted to eat popiah..
but we went to market to search..
the uncle left home le..
so no popiah for him..
poor thing..
so he send me up home..
and stay a while before going home..
to him, tml got to start work le..
to me, tml i got to do my school stuff le..
sob sob.. happy moment just passes so fast especially with your love one..

youANDme
12/26/2006 01:34:00 AM

Monday, December 25, 2006

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE..
wow..
i have a wondeful christmas eve ytd..
going out with my darling..
eating and drinking..
hee..
we went to suntec, then MS then fullerton..
hee.. this is our 1st christmas spent together..
so fun and so happy..
and today darling going to cook dinner for his family & me..
really wonder what will he cook..
so secretive..
hee..
*this past few days, we went to different part of singapore..
got go shopping, went to pet safari, went to changi airport, expo..
funny funny places.. haha.. really had an enjoyable holiday..*

youANDme
12/25/2006 04:48:00 PM

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

today i went to meet my darling at ikea..
we ate the hotdog, then went to the restaurant to eat..
yeah.. ate my favourite meatball hee hee..
then we walked around ikea..
took some photo..
and play around with the stuff there..
then after that went to bunny's house to play mahjong..
hee hee..
today couple power makes us win..
hee.. first round, darling win 5 plus..
then second round i win close to 3 dollar..
heee hee.. dinner is free for today.. hee hee..

youANDme
12/19/2006 12:17:00 AM

Sunday, December 17, 2006

hee hee.. today is a shopping day..
i went shopping with my mummy..
actually wanted to go bugis village..
ended up in toa payoh onli..
what then..
hahaha..
we bought alot of stuff siaz..
mummy buy me 3 blouse and 2 skirt..
well.. gonna use it for next time working and also for CNY & to go out wear too..
hee hee..
think i just go buy a pair of nice shoes and also jean can le..
then so happy..
for mummy, she bought erm.. let me count ah..
3 from the same shop as me, and 2 more blouse..
total she buy for herself 5 blouse ya..
and then we also buy for dad one polo tees and sis one blouse too..
haha.. of different colour of mum's de..
cos the first shop we went, we spend over 200 plus there..
got 8 items, 6 blouse n 2 skirts..
but there dun have my ah jie de size..
cos she too fat le..
yeah..
then not to forget also buy one belt..
and mask, toiletries stuff.. hee..
and for now, i need to go off le..
cos mummy cook dinner le..
so i need to go makan now..

*today happy happy.. cos no money spend but got alot of thing*

youANDme
12/17/2006 06:09:00 PM

yeah..
today is a fun and nice day..
though it didn't started very well..
have a quarrel with dar in the morning..
then meet him up at farrer park there cos he going play rubgy..
well..
it is quite silly to see him play rubgy....
cos so many big guy fighting for a ball..
and each other bang onto each other to run to the line..
haha..
dar was being tou poa by them..
haha.. then went back to his house to bath..
i was looking through the newspaper to see any promotion..
starhub selling at 268 la..
then i thought can use dar's dad's voucher but sad to say,
got to ask him go down to register with me then can..
hai..
no point troubling him la..
forget it..
ended up didn't use that 200 voucher..
sian..
but i still got my phone in the end of the day..
cos my darling boy sponsor me hundred dollar..
hee.. then i buy lol..
we went to meet abidah first for the murdoch uni talk..
not bad.. quite good..
then went to takashimaya..
saw my long-lost friend, tracy lim..
haha.. then went to singtel to queue for like close to one hour then got my phone done..
then went to wheelock place to settle dar's nano..
haha.. kinda of heng la..
cos no need to pay money..
it is still under warranty..
one year of warranty..
they will replace him a new set free..
yeah..
then we take bus 7 to bugis cos i wan to buy hp cover..
ya.. quite fun..
cos on the way, we were talking photo and trying to use my phone..
hee hee.. i love it..
but then it's white..
only scared it will get dirty..
haha.. haha.. muack to darling..
then we went to eat the duck kuay diao and duck noodle..
wow..
dunno why when we are super hungry..
anything will taste so nice..
yummy then darling actually wan to bring me to eat the smelly tou fu..
but luckily they no longer sell it le..
or else.. wow.. i will die of that smell siaz..
haha.. then we shop at bugis village..
walked through it, got more shop nowadays..
then also asked a few shop, compare price plus quality..
ended up buying the more expensive one..
cos better quality ba..
haha.. hee.. then went back home le..
saw my beloved cutie niece that i long never seen..
trying to carry her but she is so heavy now..
haha.. my sister really know how to feed the kids siaz..
all fat fat de..
hee hee. just like the father..
then for my dear darling, overslept on my house floor again..
and ended up taking cab home..
he must be glad that his place is not very far from mine siaz..
or else, taxi fare for mid-night charge will be damn expensive lol..

*thanks darling for sponsor me for the phone* hee.. muacks..

youANDme
12/17/2006 12:56:00 AM

Sunday, December 10, 2006

i wan to buy w850i..
can anyone tell me what is the lowest price they have seen in the market..
i hear last week, 2 and 3 dec at noverna square,
it is selling at 99 dollar..
and now singtel is selling at $199..
so is there any other place currently selling at $99 or below $199..
anyone know pls tag to me.. thanks alot..

youANDme
12/10/2006 01:24:00 AM

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

hai..
this week is a bad week..
darling got his posting..
he is posted to selerang camp..
somewhere is south changi road..
hai.. damn far la..
if got nightoff or bookout, got to travel very far..
hai.. bad bad..
sob sob..
hopefully he can get to post out to some other nearer place..
and then this week got to chiong RMW and SHRM & IEMP project..
and also weekend got to study for my LAM..
hai hai..
but can say that today de RMW test is quite alright..
and i got back my LAM individual assignment..
quite happy about it..
at least it is one of the highest score i saw among my classmate..
hee..
hope that holiday can come soon and darling can clear some leave..
then we can go sentosa ya..
hee. hee..

youANDme
12/05/2006 02:53:00 AM

Sunday, December 03, 2006

this weekend is well spend..
friday.. i got to meet up with some friend that i long see
haha.. nice chat..
then rush to meet my darling cos he bookout earlier than expected..
hee..
so happy..
but then kinda of sad cos he fall asleep on his bed and then i sneaked out of his house to go home..
he onli managed to wake up at 4 plus..
to find me not around him..
and called me..
but i'm already back home sleeping le..
haha.. then he came over to find me at 1 plus..
then i study..
he play game..
then around 4 plus.. we went to shop & save to buy food..
cos at nite cooking pasta to eat..
ya.. pasta.. but not me nor him cooking..
is my mummy who is the one cooking..
hee hee..
damn nice la..
ate two plate of pasta...
yummy..
then went to buy dinner for dar's grandma to eat and visit her til 10 like that..
went to buy ice cream and back home to study til 12 like that..
hee.. then darling was playing game while i study..
then actually wanted to watch gradiator..
but he fall asleep within ten minutes..
hahaha.. stupid..
then we both went to sleep..
hahaha..
then today morning..
darling's fault..
took my bed.. ended me got to sleep on the sleep..
and i wake up with my bodyache..
sob sob..
then he pull me to bed to sleep onli at this morning ten o'clock..
then he dunno from where manage to detach wireless and was playing dota..
no wonder he didn't call me wake up til i auto wake up at 1 plus..
then he called his friends..
got to remember that he need to go sew his third serg rank cos he going to pop on tuesday..
then called his mummy..
manage to ask her to come pick us up and send us to army market to get his clothes done..
then on our way back..
i forget to bring ezilink card..
so went to back my house to take before going to his house for him to change..
then printed my notes at his house also..
then around 5 plus we headed to orchard..
lalala.. went to sakura to have dinner with his bunk mate..
and ate alot..
haha.. nice nice..
but the oyster there really drop the standard..
getting more and more awful in taste...
hai..
then darling send me back home..
and he went back le..
now.. got to seriously study for my rmw test for tml..

youANDme
12/03/2006 11:13:00 PM

Thursday, November 30, 2006

darling.. kinda of missing you now..
10 o'clock now..
most of the time..
we should be chatting on the phone at this time..
but today i'm at home..
doing the normal routine..
but you are in the forest at Lentor there..
how is the sky up your head?
got any star tonight?
really hold that tml can quickly come..
and you can hug me again..
so sian.. this weekend got to study for rmw test..
hai.. just got to tahan for 2 more weeks..
and will have break..
and i can manage my time properly to finish my group project and individual..
i'm lacking of sleep..
but i dun wan to sleep beside you..
haha.. cos you snore loud loud..
haha.. and you take up most of the bed and left me in that small corner of your tini single bed..
haha.. counting down to tml..
to see you again..
21 hours more ba.
hee..

youANDme
11/30/2006 10:05:00 PM

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

hai.. fall sick again..
this time is fever..
guess not enough sleep ba..
and darling is giving me more headache..
hai..
i help settle my friend's problem..
ended up my bf shot me with those problem..
and asked me abt trust and whether i find another guy..
hai.. project give me enough headache..
and yet...
he is not understanding enough..
tml he going field camp..
won't be contacting for whole day..
hai..
this few week is so hectic for me..
i'm going to compile my iemp and shrm le..
if i dun rush out the work..
i can't rush my project mate for the work..
if i delay.. drag..
then the more likely they will also..
hai.. it's hard to lead the group..
i'm tired..

youANDme
11/29/2006 09:04:00 PM

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

wow..
this few weeks are really packed..
everyday do hw or assignment til quite late...
kinda of tired..
sian sian..
just hope that holiday can faster come..
at least can relaz a bit but still i got to do finish up my rmw and shrm individual..
and then do group project..
hai.. packed..
maybe just find a few day out..
i wanna go sentosa to play..
but i got to go on diet in order to wear my bikini..
i've gain damn lotz of weight recently..
sob sob..

youANDme
11/28/2006 11:40:00 PM

Saturday, November 25, 2006

today is a disappointing day..
despite how well it started..
i just felt that my whole day is wasted..
nothing..
doing nothing..
hai.

youANDme
11/25/2006 05:12:00 PM

Friday, November 24, 2006

hai.. this week is bad..
though today i have cleared my LAM by 4 pm and submit before the deadline..
but then EPM presentation was quite badly done
and worse still..
today my temper is quite bad..
i break down while talking to dar..
and i feel quite sad..
guess i miss him too much and due to the stress..
i really hope he can give me more morale support..
i just finish my rmw group e-learning an hour ago..
then went to do my shrm e-learning..
so now left with iemp haven't touch..
wow.. stress..
stress..
i really hope for holiday to faster come..
and hope that darling can take off then can go out to play..
sob sob sob..
tml seem so far away..

youANDme
11/24/2006 02:40:00 AM

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

sob sob sob..
i hate this week..
cos i need to submit to written report..
which i haven't even started at all..
one is epm..
one is lam..
sob sob sob..
someone help me..

youANDme
11/22/2006 12:04:00 AM

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

wow.. so sian..
it has being a week since i last blog..
recently my body quite weak..
kana a bit of rain..
then got headache..
got flu or noseblock..
today got a bit of cough..
hai.. sad sad sad..
the weather is making me sick..
project deadline is coming soon..
every week has one..

this week got : WISP fairy tales sterotyping..

next week( 6th week): LAM assignment & EPM report- 23 nov 06

(7th week): IBS data gathering call- 28 nov 06
& SHRM-IEMP group project on 1 dec 06

(8th week): RMW Group Project - 4 dec 06
& RMW mini test - 4 dec 06
& EPM Assignment 2 - 7 dec 06
& WISP Assignment 2 - 7 dec 06

(9th week) - common test week.. onli LAM paper.. (heng)

(week 10 and 11 )- cool man.. it's two week holiday but got to rush my project which mostly due after the holiday break.. but still can slack a bit.. haha..

*new year day*

(week 12) - RMW group project role play - 3 jan 2007
& IEMP mini test- 5 jan 07

(week 13)- SHRM-IEMP Group Project submission (final) - 10 jan 2007
& EPM assignment 2 - 11 jan 2007

(week 14)- RMW individual assignment 2- 15 jan 2007
& IBS solution selling call - 16 jan 2007

(week 15) - LAM group project - 25 jan 2007
& WISP assignment 3 - 25 jan 2007
SHRM individual assignment - 26 jan 2007

(week 16) RMW test - 29 jan 2007

(week 17 &18)- study and exam week..

yeah.. and finally.. after all this.. i will have completed my POLYTECHNIC EDUCATION..
hee. hee.. but all this seem so long.. and stress..

youANDme
11/14/2006 10:06:00 PM

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Well.. first of all..
I have to say..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIRLEEN..
sorry that i wasn't present to give you the surprise..
cos i went to meet my bf..
ya..
had a very full dinner at pasta mania with dar..
we ate free except the smoothie drink..
cos we got the "bonus card" given by his uncle who work at pasta mania..
so we ate free ya..
hee hee..
but the desert doesn't taste that nice i guess..
but then it is so full and nice..
wow.. hee.. hee..

youANDme
11/08/2006 11:39:00 PM

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

It is 12.51 am..
by right, i should be lying on my bed..
but then i tried..
but i can't get myself to fall asleep..
i have being thinking of dar..
missing him badly..
though i just saw him ytd..
but then i still miss him alot..
cos i didn't get to talk to him properly today and ytd nite..
i just hope to have a proper good nite from him
before he fall asleep..
sob sob sob..
as love grow..
i started to become more demanding and possessive..
i started to become very dependant on him..
hope that he can spend all his book out time with me..
hope that he is just mine..
hope that i can spend as much as time with him as possible..
then i started to choose to go out with him than my friends..
and whenever he want to go out with his friends..
i will be upset..
cos he can't accompany..
i know this is a very selfish act..
trying to take away all his freedom from him..
i'm sorry darling..
all is my fault to love u so much that i wan to possess you..
sob sob sob..
i miss you alot..

youANDme
11/07/2006 12:57:00 AM

Saturday, November 04, 2006

today is saturday..
most of the sat, i'll be out with my dar..
but then today..
i got to stay at home..
cos he doing guard duty in camp today..
so i'll be good girl to stay at home to do my hw and do a bit of my individual project research..
act guai to be at home ba..
hahaha..
but good things is that if i can finish off all my hw for next week tutorial..
i can spend my other time to do my project..
cos normally weekend go out or go dar's house..
though i spend time with him but i didn't study much..
so today, next weekend and next next sat when he can't go out with me..
due to his army stuff,
i can stay at home and do my school stuff..
as i have to submit my individual assignment task 1 for RMW(relationship management in workplace) on 13 of nov..
and LAM individual on 20 of nov..
and i have my IS project and also my SHRM & IEMP to do..
maybe next weekend can call my project mate to do together in school..
ya lol..
got to rush for project..
this is the last semester..

just now i was discussing with mummy on what is my future path..
ytd i actually brought all my broucher to school for ms fong to help me see through..
and finally came up with a decision that i'll go study Murdoch University..
cos i can study part time and then work in the day..
i think one week only study 3 times and each day study 3 hours..
so i think not bad..
and they even have master in HRM..
so after i got my degree, i can go work for 3 years and farther my study in master..
and by the age of 27, i should be able to get my master..
this is my aim and my goal for my future..
cos i onli plan to get marry at 30..
so study should not affect my plan with dar about marriage at 30 plus..
but this 10 years will be a tough path to go through..
but i believe in if i work hard, i will manage and get what i aim for...
by then, i should be able to give mum a good life with my salary..
and by then she will be 60 plus..
in 6 years time, she will be 63.. which is her retirement years..
and i should be able to give her a better life..
i just wan to get a degree as fast as possible and give allowance for her..
so that she dun have to always work so hard..
and have so much health problem..
whatever my sis can't afford to give to my mum..
i will want to satisfy my mum wish..
growing up to be a successful person and not letting her worry for me..

youANDme
11/04/2006 03:45:00 PM

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

Today is a bad day for me..
well i should say it started quite badly..
firstly.. i dropped my laptop on the bus to school..
the right side of the laptop screen connector spoilt..
hai.. hear from cliffton that if repair need 500 dollar..
sian..
then during lesson..
make some upset thing happened..
though at the later part of the day..
i'm okay le..
thanks to yan for accompany me..

then after that went to abidah's house for hari raya visit..
first time being to a malay friend house for visit..
haha..
her mum very nice..
cook for us..
and abidah's house look very cosy..
her room is painted bright pink siaz..
so nice..
unlike mine is just white..
hai.. so boring colour..
then she has alot of stuff bought from ikea..
haha.. stuff as mirror, clock(very pretty) and etc..
when we abt to go..
her mum even give us green packet..
then i see that it is white..
i even asked fatin, why not green in colour de..
haha.. then got to know there's different colour de..
hahaha.. paiseh.. first time so a bit blur..
hee hee..

but then at the end of the day..
i'm kinda of sad..
cos dar told me that this weekend he got to do guard duty..
he will onli be booking out on sunday morning and booking in on that nite..
we onli have abt 12 hours plus to spend together for this entire week..
wat a short week..
then next week he go for hospital and firestation attachment..
then sat and sun got to do duty for the day time..
late nite then go home to rest..
and the last week before he pop from medic course,
that sat he also got to do duty..
which mean i will have a lot of missing for him for the entire month..
cos actually already very hard to meet..
very little time spent..
yet his idiot dog serg didn't prevent them from getting duty but yet keep taking in those duty to his group of buddy to do..
he just did guard duty last friday..
and he got to do another two more this friday and saturday..
what the hell siaz..
hai..

friday jalan kayu i will not have him around..
somehow dun feel like going out on friday le..
think i may just stay at home on sat too to do my individual assignment..
hai..

*darling.. i miss you badly*

youANDme
11/01/2006 01:18:00 AM

Monday, October 30, 2006

then for sat..
darling went back camp for practical..
cos he failed his test that day...
then me meet ling, abidah, yan, lan and chin go to the career fair..
they said must wear very formal...
business casual clothes..
so i actually wear high heel but luckily b4 i went out of my house,
i bought along my slipper..
hahaha..
so i was late.. actually should say that everyone were late..
ling was the first, then follow by me..
so we go makan subway first..
then abt to finish, abidah called me and she reached le..
the lay chin and rui lan were damn late la..
they were one hours plus late..
haiyo..
then b4 we went to suntec..
we go up to the candy shop at 3 floor to buy my candy..
ya.. then when walking through city link..
we kept stopping here and there to see the shop got what stuff inside..
sale.. hahaha.. actually also to wait for xinyan to reach..
then we went over..
queue to get the goodie bag so that we can go in..
so troublesome..
but then it was good that i went there..
cos at there, i saw alot of different uni..
local or private de, alotz of them offord HR courses..
so i can have a better choices of which uni to go after i graduate..
then went to MS to walk walk..
sit at secret recipt with lan, ling and chin..
hahaha.. eat the cake and lan took out the camera to take photo..
so lame.. hahaha..
then chin dun wan to pei he ta.. the photo all ugly de..
hahah..
then darling came and pick me up..
also drive the girls to chinatown too..
then me and dar went to makan my TIAN JI porridge..
while they went shopping..
so we spit..
wow.. the TIAN JI is so nice.. we order the GONG BAO JI TING and LU DOU FU..
hahah.. then i ate porridge while dar ate rice..
and he was so damn hungry that he ate 3 bowls of rice..
hahaha.. then when we finish that time..
he was so full.. so am i..
big tummy.. hahaha..
but it is damn nice la.. wow.. wow.. i love that.. yummy..
then we went to walk walk..
to exercise after eating so much..
hahaha..
went to the chinatown market to walk walk..
bought some toiletries as it is damn cheap..
hahah.. then dar help me buy pad.
i never see a guy hold the pad as though it is tissue paper..
most guy will find it unlucky to touch..
haha but darling is so different.. heee...
i'm so lucky to have him..
my future husband.. heee..
one who will help me change the baby's diaper and buy my pad for me..
haha...
then we went back his house at 9 plus..
cos my poor dar is so tired after a long day..
^end of my sweet sat^

youANDme
10/30/2006 12:00:00 AM